LAST DAY FOR "U"

TMR...last day for my training life..it going to end soon
when think back..i work at office near 2 months ord
DID i learn as much as i can?
I work in audit department with my 2 best friends.
I'm happy because we can work together in the same office.
actually i need someone to push me then i baru go harder on work.
then i will xiam mu the ppl that can work automatically...
haiz....these few weeks i work as slow as a turtle.
DUnno how to describe my feeling.
I'm no chance go out to audit..no chance go to client's office audit..
stay in office for 2 months and do the most simply job.
Mistake...i do a lot of mistake..am i suitable in this carrer??
AM i stupid, careless??
although i do a lot of companies's audit report but most of the companies are dormant company.
no challenging for me....i know i am careless person but i alsa wanna try to do then i will know that my standard is until which level.

BUT, i also happy when work at there because al my colleagues almost same age with me..hehe
before i go to work, in my mind, i imagine all my colleagues sure around 30 yrs old
...but i'm wrong jor!!!
THey are very kind to us ..treated us good and willing to teach me when i had problem..when i ask them questions, they are willing to helped me and explained to me ^^

Am i will grow up a bit??? o i still is a naive girl even i 21 years old?
when i am 18 years old, will imagine how i look when i am 21 years old..but now..haiz..i think i din change a lot. sitll same.
still look a kid...still haven't grow up..
when i said something o do something ... i did not think twice...
then make a big mistake
but luckily..i will remember all the mistake i done before i try hard no to repeat again.
if someone give me an advice i will remember all the time.thanks for gave me this advice ^^

Still have 4 days to go~~

After 4 days , then my training life will be end soon.
These 2 months learn a lot things...but i still blur on my audit work ==
Next month need go back college and face all the stress...
I need to GAMBATTE and cannot waste all my time on watch movie or doing others silly matters
i like waste my time on read comic, watch tv show and etc...
thats why i am not good in my result.

Today chuen came to office find km and me and shun bian fetch us go to eat lunch.
These few months she be our driver..paiseh neh...wakaka..she have to fetch us go to play badmiton at Pandamaran...besides, her driving skill got improved!!! congratulations o ^^

I alsa want said thanks to kar mun because everyday she need fetch me go home first
I know after we work, she very tired but still need to fetch me...
Thanks thanks x 100000000

I'm sure miss all my colleague.
Hahaha...and i cant wait for next week..i hope next monday can more enjoy with my old friends.
4 girls plus 1 boy...i think the boy will very tired because i will ask him carry heavy things de..
but doesn't matter because he very strong

Hope everyone i care will happy and enjoy everyday

P/S: because of my english standard are very low..so please don't laugh o

她

她是一位很坚强的女生，
她是一位很有魅力的女孩，
聪明，冷静，处理事情的方式都很妥当，
她是我很仰慕的人。
还有她是我的姐妹。
我希望她会没事。。。
老天啊！
请保佑她。

无言

当面对这件事时

我不知该如何面对
我不会安慰人
我不会说让人振作的道理
但我自己知道
当你面对困难时
你可以对我述说
我可以当你的听众
我会让你哭出来
我也很想很想抱着你一起大哭
我的心真的有一块很大的石头
一直压着我，让我不能呼吸
我真的很想把我的大石头给解放出来
我要疯了！！
这是我们做人必须经历的过程
我相信时间能让一切过去的
说不定。。。当你七老八十时
还会想起
当我相信你会把它当成你的一段回忆
茫茫人海
能遇见你是
缘分

Trip ~ Lumut

SHock !!!!

Pangkor o...nothing can play and see...

hehe..we just go there for 2 hours then back to Lumut...very rush!!!

We rented one car for 2 hours need RM40 plus RM10 petrol.

Pangkor there~~ traffic light beside the road very dangerous ~~very slant ar!!!

I got shock, beside the car had some problem ^^

because this car no power..n these car very old >.<

去年我们去了cameron highland 。。。今年就去Lumut...

Four of us

我

顿时觉得我得心有一个很深的洞

我爬不出来

心里有一个大石头压着

觉得很辛苦

呼吸困难

真的很难受

为什么会有这种感觉？？

压力吗？

压力真的让我喘不过气

很想到海边去，大声地喊出来

好让我把压力一次过的释放出来

很想做点让人掉眼镜的事。。。

想一想。。。真的很多

常常幻想自己可以去不同的地方

一个人的旅程

一个人的背包

一个人的脚步

一个人的快乐

但，还是要有人与你分享

那个人

可以是你的朋友，家人，恋人或者是陌生人

不想与你们的距离越来越远

阿忆。。。努力吧！！

14。4。10

今天会是好天气吗？

可是今天早上要出门时

老天爷阴天了

他是不是不要让我出门呢？

哈哈。。。不管了。。我还是照样的出门

因为今天有些事情需要回到学校处理

最重要的是跟他出门咯！！

终于可以出去和他出去了

忍了一个多星期了

今天终于让我见到他了

每次的约会到会出现一些小小的意外

今天的意外一定不会把它给忘掉的

P/S: 今天没有顺利的完成我的mission....chamz lo..... ^^

下次再努力吧！！

恐惧？

最近

我很神经质

是不是上了年纪的人是这样的？？

恐惧对我来说是多么可怕的事

它

让我会想东想西的

是家里影响的？

还是心里的魔鬼在作祟？

因为家里的事情

家里

原本是很温暖的

但

渐渐的变了

因为我

让它改变了

为什么呢？？
我不知道

难道是我做错了吗？

做了不该做的决定

不想再听到你们的吵闹声

讨厌吵闹的声音

还有被你们数落的话。。。

虽然你们不以为然

但是我真的很在乎

希望这一切能够结束

幸福来了？

幸福靠近我了吗？

幸福的定义到底是什么？

每个人有他的幸福

这时看各位的想法是如何的

我的幸福~~

像一阵风吗？还是像沙呢？

会很快就过去了吗？

常常我会在想

我是幸福的

因为我有一个幸福的家庭

有很多的朋友

我没有什么天生的缺陷~~有手有脚的

那我是真的幸福咯？？

人人的心中难免会有一个很深的洞

你是永远都无法将它填满的！！

我承认，

我也是一个很贪心的人类。。。

贪心会使我失去了方向

方向会带我去哪里呢？？

哪里都好。。。

只要是让我有幸福感觉的地方就可以了

Waiting for nothing ??

Wait Wait Wait...lets me think first
Today do nothing...
stay at home and nothing can do >,<

When stay at home I will online, facebooking, read comic n nothing can do already

Wait for him??

Yaya...because cannot meet him this week ==

负面情绪 negatif -

我是一个爱胡思乱想的女孩 这与可能是缺少了安全感吧
常常想着一些有的没的的事情
然后，让这些事情来影响我的情绪
这就是所谓的负面情绪，所以我会保持安静
静静的不说话
或许你会发现为什么平时爱说话的我突然安静了
那是因为我在思考
我怕去想一些负面的事
但，又不能控制自己去向它们
该怎么办才好呢？

不安是我现在的心情写照
她说：“还没拥有不会害怕失去，一旦你拥有了它，就会慢慢害怕失去！”
起初我不以为然
但，现在我怕了



切记：“相信”就是你现在需要的理念



I BELIEVE　＆ ＴＲＵＳＴ　！！！　

人鱼公主 Mermaid

美人鱼是我一直以来最喜欢的童话角色

她，对我来说是时很神秘的

她，美丽，但或许她的真面目并不是这么美丽的

但我还是很喜欢美人鱼

或许很多人会认为我这么老了还那么的梦幻

美人鱼有两个不同的结局：

1）为了他喜爱的王子变成了泡沫

2）与她心爱的王子一起生活

每当听到关于美人鱼的事时，我会注意^^

时常到漫画店找关于她的书.

但我知道这姿势一个童话得主角。。
现实生活并不是这样完美的。。。就像美人鱼有两个不同的结局一样
我必须要保持着无常的心度去面对将来的事。。。

问候~早安

最近，我常常会对一个人说早安。

向他说早安这个字眼似乎成为了我每天必须做的一个动作。

我喜欢这样的感觉，

因为有一个人在等待我的问候。

难关。。。但过了

是你让我能够一关一关的渡过
因为我相信你就是我的未来
所以，我没有在最后的关头放弃
为什么我会差一点放弃？？
因为家庭的支柱阻碍了我，
阻碍我勇敢的追求我得要的一切
最后还差点闹出了另一个家庭悲剧
但最后，还是和解了
我可以和他在一起了。。。

和他在一起时，我认为我是成熟的那个，但原来我错了。=p

他才是成熟。。因为提醒我当做每件事时不要太过冲动。
不过，我还在学习。希望他能够包容我的一切

时间。 对！！我们有很多的时间可以做不同的事。
慢慢来。。希望我们的爱装得满满的 ^.^

I hope both of us can be together forever..because two is better than one.
ya..you are right..both of us have plenty of time left. We still young...can do many thing together
I can imagine that when we getting older still can hold each hand tight and walk around in the park and beside each other
HEhe...
You make my life more meaningful...because you live in my heart and is very important for me ^^
When you sing to me..i feel happy
When you laugh n smile to me...i aso happy
When you do all the thing with me eventhough just walk around in the park...but when you hold my hand tight ..i think is enough.
This is because you are part of life from now..
Although our background is too different
BUT
I trust we can pass through all the problem together
And I want you be stronger and will not go backward then just leave me alone ^^

ps: i know you will not do that to me, because i trust you will never leave me alone..if not ...hehehehe ^^