21.5.10

问题

我很期待和他们一起去玩,
终于玩了。
但是,
我真的很伤心,
因为他竟然说我们不配,
我和其他就可以更好?
为什么??
是不是我对你很不礼貌,
常常对你不客气,
让你以为我是很野蛮,固执的人
还是,我拒绝了你...
让你犹豫?
我不懂你在想些什么.
常常怕你胡思乱想,
然后就告诉我不想听到的话...
雨天,真的能让所有人的心情变得不好吗?
心在痛的感觉,你能感受得到吗?
我没有说不喜欢,我没有讨厌,我没有觉得不好,
你对我的一切,
我都有在很珍惜,很怀念。。。
所以请你不要担心,
其实,
我真的怕了!!!
不要在想了,
因为也是没有用的。。希望你和我能够长久。。。
我就写到这里,不懂自己再乱写什么了??越写越多,只会让人误会。。。
需要有人来帮我分担,给我意见,让我靠在他的肩膀。

P/S: I like you... hope you can beside me all the time ~~

16.5.10

危机??!!

昨天我去拿了验血报告
大多数没事

我可能有“大颈包”这个病
难怪啦~~
最近常常情绪不稳定
很爱乱发脾气
常常很累
很爱吃
妈妈也有这种病
我应该还没到要吃药的地步
妈妈会帮我去询问医生的意见
不过
希望我会好起来
不然它会跟着我
好不了~~~

13.5.10

Special day

Today is a special day for me.
if you are the person,
I think you also know what is this meaning.
Just feel my heart almost drop out that time, can't breathe...
Just want you to know that I will remember the moment ^^

P/S: Today is J-Card Day at Bukit Tinggi, i guess my dad's pocket have a big hole already..hehe ^^

12.5.10

冲动

有时候,
你做一件事时,
必须有一股冲动才可以完成。
冲动,
它让你突然想去做一些超乎你想像的事。
像我,
常常为了这一股冲动,
做了很多的蠢事。
会为了我的冲动而后悔,
但是,
也为了我的冲动而开心,
人嘛,就是要有冲动。。。
加油哦!!你可以的!!

11.5.10

看牙医的一天

今天一早就和妈妈去了港口看牙医
没想到看牙医还需要拿号码与排队的
我拿到了第一号
距离上次看牙医的时间还像是中五的时候
可怕吧??这么久了才去做检查。
我也吓到一下 ^^
进去时
我觉得很害怕
因为本人很怕痛
牙医先生说:“嗯,你后面的智慧牙长得不好,它压住了你的前一颗牙了!你需要动小手术。”
当我听了,我心七上八下的。。。OMG...WHY IS ME??? ^%**$#@#$@##
牙医向我说故事
他说:“你的牙需要切掉一半的牙肉,再把你的牙切一半,然后才可以拔出来,但是神经线很靠近,难免会中头奖!”
没错,可能会中头奖。头奖是我的嘴唇会麻痹,而且是永久性的!
不久,我就开始糊思乱想了!!!touch wood!!
可怕啊!!!救命!!我不要!!
我决定了,
一年后等我毕业时才动这手术。。。
必须接受事实。。。 ==

9.5.10

U This stupid ppl

I hope you can see this post
i really hate you
although u same age and same characteristic with me
i just wanna tell you i hate you!!!
Because of you
i always argue with her
This is the only reason i hate you and don't like you
I wan scold you but when see you
cant scold because if scold cant be friend anymore
Therefore,
just wanna tell you that need look forward
don't think anything can happen for the past already
because the person in front of you is more important
and don't say you can control and handle all the stuff
and don't say you very know her
and don't pretend you are very kind and good
i know all the thing because i think you just same with me
therefore i don't like you

今天是母亲节
但是爸爸和妈妈去了慈济帮忙
我就成了我的老妹和老弟的专属司机
当司机
一个字形容

很想睡
但不想就这样浪费了这个夜晚

还有
母亲节快乐
我认为
要是你对妈妈好的话
那么天天就是母亲节
就像是天天就是情人节一样的道理

Ask for more??

wanna chat more with you,
wanna know what you doing now,
wanna beside you all the time,
Am i so greedy??
cant ask for more
because i don't want be a greedy girlfriend and be a big burden for you.

P/S: Woan Yih, you can make it. wakaka don't think like that anymore.
For who has see this post, don't misunderstand because i just simply write out my feeling~~and after that i will forget all the thing~~

音乐的路

这条音乐的路,
曾几何时是我很熟悉的路。
但是,我在中途时便把它给停下了。
那是因为我为自己心里的懦搦,胆小,害羞所害的。
我对音乐的敏感度不够好,
所以常常弹得不怎麽样,
有时还很烂。
这一次,
我不会再犹豫下去了!
因为我没有理由让自己学了六,七年的才能给遗忘掉的。

今天是我第一次走进了阔别两年的乐社。
这一个感觉让我想起了很多已被埋藏的记忆,
虽然我还是对它还是有点陌生,
毕竟有两年没有回去了。
顿时觉得那里的人全都变了,
那时的小女孩,变成了亭亭玉立的女孩。
而现在的我又变成了一个怎样的人呢??

你必须勇敢地走下去,
因为它是你的一部份。

8.5.10

Genting Trip~~

These are the picture we went to genting for 3D2N:








PIG~~


Yesterday, my energery maybe very low, because i slept more than 10 hours.
wakaka...made me feel like I'm really is a pig~~
When you sleep early, you can't online to chat with someone you concern.
Thats why when i woke up this morning, realize i already miss the time chat with him~~wakaka

Besides, yesterday was my 1st time touch back my chinese instrument,AHHHH~~~~how come i can forgot all the key and melody when i saw the score.DAMMMMMM~~
My mind suddenly appeared :"DAMMMM~~~how come you this stupid woan yih can forgot the skill you had learned for 6 years...&8%$@#&*%$#%@"
When i studies at college, i seldom played my instrument ( zhong ruan)...
Therefore, need sometime for me to think back how to play my zhong ruan and i will ask chew ling help me~~PLEASE, LING HELP ME!!!

7.5.10

Outing ~~~

After few more minutes, i will go out with chuen and kar mun take the allowances from our traning company at Bukit Tinggi.
Today, is my turn to be driver then need becareful when driving ^^
Afterwards, we will go to Bukit Tinggi JJ window shopping awhile and maybe will sing K..
wahaha...hope can release all unhappy emo when sing K together.
Because this is another way to release our pressure.
Gambatte !!!
MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, i'm coming!!!!!
Wait for me...

6.5.10

Think Twice

cant be rude anymore
cant be naive anymore
need think twice before you take action
if not
when you think back
you sure will regret
i can give you 100% guarantee
YOU sure REGRET
So, think twice... >.<

等待

等待
是一件很痛苦的事
世界上
有些人一辈子都在等待他们要的
往往等不到
有些人在等待一个机会能让他们从新开始
等待似乎也许要靠一点的运气



你要
放弃?继续?还是原地不动?
你必须自己去决定
因为你需要知道等待是要有耐性的





P/S: 正在等他 ^^

傻婆

今天, 我们七个人坐一辆车回去宿舍处理入住的事情。
我们很早就到达宿舍了,还有一个多小时才开始。
我很希望能住回之前的楼,但是,当我拿到房间的锁匙时。。。
我整个人顿时接受不了事实。。。因为我的房间号码是F307~~~
救命啊!!!!我不要!!!
还有,我像一个傻婆似的在向对面的淑椿大声地说出我的房间号码,
我有注意到很多人朝向我望来。。。
顿时觉得很malu...plus paiseh...>.<
哈哈。。。还有我把一些留在朋友房间的东西搬到我现在的房间去,
真是太累了。还必须打扫新的房间。。。一句话:“太累了”!!
过后便在房间里和朋友哈啦一番并分享了前几天的云顶之行。
我们便一起吃午餐。。。

哈哈。我知道他会来学校附近,但之前说了不要见他,但心里有一点点地后悔。
“杨婉忆, 你真是的。。。不懂要讲你什么,超像一个花痴!!!”

p/s:明天会去拿我的薪水了!哈哈。。。但很快就会被我用光光!

5.5.10

Paiseh ...

These few days i 'm really feel paiseh.
Because this is the first time he meet my klang friends.
But, very happy that he can go genting with me.
Really enjoy these few days with my friends and make me remember the last few years we went to genting ^^

P/S: more and more story will continue when i'm have free time ...

2.5.10

缘分

两个人如果能在一起是一种缘分,

缘分,

真的很奇妙,

它能让两个来自不同家庭背景的人走在一起,

它能让两个不同文化的人在一起,

但是,

到最后,

还是需要那两个人的心连在一起。

Labour day + Family day + Dating day

Yesterday, was a special day for me. This is because yesterday is 1st of May~~labour day.
Besides, was a dating day for him and me.
Yesterday, my mother and sisters also go watched movie with us, but in diffrent cinema. For my dad and my brother, they go to other place watched Iron Men 2.

YEs, finally can watch , local movie.
I like this movie. Hehe..before the movie start, he said need to prepare tissue. This is because he hearded from his friend comment that this movie very toughed. Maybe i will cry.
Actually, i'm almost cry.Shhhh..cant tell anyone because is too paiseh.

P/S: I wan eat ice kacang and ABC ^^