LAST DAY FOR "U"

TMR...last day for my training life..it going to end soon
when think back..i work at office near 2 months ord
DID i learn as much as i can?
I work in audit department with my 2 best friends.
I'm happy because we can work together in the same office.
actually i need someone to push me then i baru go harder on work.
then i will xiam mu the ppl that can work automatically...
haiz....these few weeks i work as slow as a turtle.
DUnno how to describe my feeling.
I'm no chance go out to audit..no chance go to client's office audit..
stay in office for 2 months and do the most simply job.
Mistake...i do a lot of mistake..am i suitable in this carrer??
AM i stupid, careless??
although i do a lot of companies's audit report but most of the companies are dormant company.
no challenging for me....i know i am careless person but i alsa wanna try to do then i will know that my standard is until which level.

BUT, i also happy when work at there because al my colleagues almost same age with me..hehe
before i go to work, in my mind, i imagine all my colleagues sure around 30 yrs old
...but i'm wrong jor!!!
THey are very kind to us ..treated us good and willing to teach me when i had problem..when i ask them questions, they are willing to helped me and explained to me ^^

Am i will grow up a bit??? o i still is a naive girl even i 21 years old?
when i am 18 years old, will imagine how i look when i am 21 years old..but now..haiz..i think i din change a lot. sitll same.
still look a kid...still haven't grow up..
when i said something o do something ... i did not think twice...
then make a big mistake
but luckily..i will remember all the mistake i done before i try hard no to repeat again.
if someone give me an advice i will remember all the time.thanks for gave me this advice ^^